Sunday, December 17, 2006

Meeting My Waterloo?

Yes, I'm on holiday!!! I'm still sort of in my 'pre-departure/after-deadline' recovery phase and have to get over events that happened during my last week at work in 2006. The good news is that I made my deadline with a largely satisfying result and I feel very good about that. The juicier bad news is not really suitable for the web, I'm afraid. Let me just say that a particular office event that happened last week has left me absolutely incredulous and seriously disappointed. So my last day at work in 2006 did not end with an up-beat melody, but with a very serious conversation with my boss. I basically let him know that I do have doubts on whether I want to continue working in this place under these circumstances, because - darn - last week gave me all reason to just get on the profesionnal go again... Just to be clear on this issue: I have not handed in my resignation. I do not declare the battle completely lost; it may be my road to Waterloo though. That is up to me to decide - although only time can tell.

However, the above-mentioned particular event was such a dissapointment to me that when I arrived in my home town after work that day, I knew I would either go home to sob or choose the hard remedy: the Polish method. I had quickly decided that the last one it would be and the person to trust for such missions is without any doubt Henry. So I went straight to his home. And yes, this definitely is his field. He took me out for dinner, we had good conversations and he really got me smiling again. However, within a couple of hours I found myself - for the second time in my life - under the influence of (in Henry's terms) "substances inconveniencing the body"*. By the time we were back at Henry's I was feeling too ill and dizzy to even get home. I crashed on his bed, suffered through the night and the next morning I could only say in a weak voice "Henry, is it alright if I stay in the bed?" With a (deserved) laugh about my wimpy little nature (I definitely don't deserve a Polish passport) Henry let me be. When he came home from work hours later he was "feeling a little tired", but to his surprise he found me where he'd left me that morning, still feeling pretty miserable. Yup, I hit it way, way, way too hard! Fruit juices now are fine for me, thank you... ;)

Anyway, suitcases are being filled up here. Plenty of pre-holidays meetings and preparations tick time away. In three days and four nights the moment is there and I will get on the plane (Inshallah)! I'm looking forward to board, wrapped up in a warm poncho with some music, books, a pen and paper in my bag. The nomad will be on her way again. Time and space for a totally new episode to start...

* Ehm, I am quoting Henry here, but considering my deplorable state of being at the time the statement was made, I might have gotten the quote wrong... :$

Monday, December 11, 2006

The Ultimate Thank You

I found it via Dooce and I love it because it is even more insane than I am! Click HERE to make your way to the most hilarious Thank You ever and laugh your bum off! Well, and thank you for clicking the link, dûh!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Last Week in Pictures

My apologies to those among you who have been writing me very nice emails, which I have not reacted to. Next weekend my holidays start... and by then I expect to have time to breath, think and write again! Untill then: ... patience... :)

Thursday, November 30, 2006

So, What's on Your Schedule? (Inshallah!)

The city is busy, the shops are busy, I am busy. The typical pre-holidays rush has started and - eventhough it's stressful at times - to me it is more exciting than anything else.

This weekend I'm celebrating Sinterklaas with my parents, my brother and his girlfriend. Sinterklaas is an important celebration in the Netherlands. That is when the Dutch children's 'Santa Claus' comes to bring the presents they don't get at x-mas! I once again ripped some explanative text of another website and adapted it for my own personal use (and your 'Dutch education'!):

In the fourth century AD St. Nicholas (in Dutch called Sinterklaas or Sint Nicolaas; in German called Sankt Nikolaus) was the bishop of Myra, which is now situated in Turkey. According to the legend, he saved his town from starvation. He is also said to have revived three dead children, and to have offered gifts of dowries to poor girls. Some sources say that he died on the sixth of December in 343. In 1087 his relics were taken to Bari in Italy. It is unclear why, according to the Dutch tradition, he comes from Spain. Possibly it has something to do with the fact that St. Nicholas was the patron of sailors. In the 17th century Holland was famous for its navigation. Maybe by contact with Spanish sailors this myth began. It could also explain why St. Nicholas has Zwarte (black) Pieten to help him because the Moors dominated Spain for several hundreds of years. (Another more popular explanation for Zwarte Piet being black is that he has come down the chimneys so often that he can't wash the dirt off.) His legendary gifts of dowries to poor girls led to the custom of giving gifts to children on the eve of his feast day, 6 December. The companions of St. Nicholas (in Germany and Austria they are called Knecht Ruprecht or Krampus) show the victory over evil. Together with his Pieten he visits children to punish the evil ones and to reward the good ones. The worst punishment is to be taken to Spain in Zwarte Piet his bag out of which the good children get the sweets (called pepernoten, taai-taai, and schuimpjes) and presents. A less radical punishment is to get the roede (rod) instead of presents. Nowadays there are not much evil children any more...

A few weeks before his name day St. Nicholas comes to the Netherlands on his steamer with all his Pieten and the presents which they prepared in Spain during the year. This event can be seen on Dutch television. From his arrival in the Netherlands till his name day the children can put their shoes in front of the fireplace. During the night St. Nicholas visits all the houses by travelling over the roofs on his horse, traditionally a white/grey (called Schimmel in Dutch), and Zwarte Piet enters the houses through the chimney to put little presents in the children's shoes. Sometimes the children put straw, carrots and water near the shoe for the horse.

On the eve of his feast day St. Nicholas visits all children. After knocking on the door he gives them a bag full of presents (if they were good children). Early in the morning of 6 December, when he has visited everyone, he leaves and goes back silently to Spain, to come back next year.

Of course this event is different for adults, who don’t need the secrecy of the bag with presents deposited in the house anymore. Still, adults also celebrate Sinterklaas. A couple of weeks before they'll come together to celebrate, they put the names of all people celebrating together in a hat. Then everyone takes a piece of paper with the name on it from the hat, but does not disclose whose name he or she has taken from the hat. The name indicates whom to buy a present for. The present usually comes with a Sinterklaas poem that is written by the giver. The poem describes, in a funny way, what good or bad things the receiver has done that year. Some families also hide the present in a surprise, a homemade funny object connected with the present in which the present itself is hidden.


There are special children songs related to this festive day, which are of course played in the shops and at home. During the Sinterklaas period one eats spicy ginger speculaas or pepernoten, mild anise taai-taai in fancy doll shapes, sugar candy, fancy fruit slices or rich almond marzipan, and chocolate letters (mostly you get only the first letter of your first name). The traditional Sinterklaas drinks are Bisschopswijn (mulled wine) and hot chocolate for the children.

After this Sinterklaas weekend, my next week will be filled with some work in Belgium and appointments of the 'let's-meet-before-we-leave-the-country-for-the-holidays' kind. There will be a Club Cranium! night with Dutch seasonal food at my place, Indonesian food in Amsterdam with colleagues I&A, and my beloved 11-year old 'step-sis' will come for a 'young-lady-sleep-over' during the weekend. I hope to somehow keep up blogging on all this (somewhere between work-outs at the gym, photography class, house hold chores?!).

In the meanwhile I'm trying to fulfill upcoming holiday/end of the year duties while at work I'm steaming towards a major project deadline. Apart from juggling all mentioned above in a planning that does also include sleep, this deadline is my biggest challenge at the moment. One year ago I did not know anything about biomethane production - let alone biomethane business - and soon I am to deliver a manual explaining decision makers what the advantages, challenges, complications and implications of biomethane production, use and business in their municipality or region are... Go figure what a long way I have come in one year (yes, my research-fetish side finds this extremely exciting!)... Anyway, on the 15th of December the document goes out to the project partners for their approval, and then - in January - off to the EU experts it goes. Wow! Go go go! :)

Source of the pictures: Dutch Embassy in Canada.

Thursday Morning Office

One of the first comments directed to me after arrival in the office: "I don't want to hear any other word from your mouth until it's maté-influenced". So don't blame me for getting the whole office on maté early in the morning... ;)